Sunday, April 09, 2006
It's been *that* long?
A year ago...
- I went to LA
That trip was significant as it was the first trip out of town that I took since arriving in the Bay Area. Was a long time ago. I need to go back.
- I broke up with LeGirl, for the third and final time. :)
Ooh, I was pissed at that. I eventually got over that, but still ..
Lord, that was a year ago? Man, I need to speed up the forgetting people cycle.
Hm, i think I also last cleaned the microwave a year ago ...
A year ago...
- I went to LA
That trip was significant as it was the first trip out of town that I took since arriving in the Bay Area. Was a long time ago. I need to go back.
- I broke up with LeGirl, for the third and final time. :)
Ooh, I was pissed at that. I eventually got over that, but still ..
Lord, that was a year ago? Man, I need to speed up the forgetting people cycle.
Hm, i think I also last cleaned the microwave a year ago ...
Saturday, April 08, 2006
Me - setting off on my most life changing journey
This picture has deep significance for me. It's me setting off on a journey that lasted for over a year.
I look at this person and say "dude, you were one brave idiot".
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I think the biggest change that the experience wrought, which I think was unexpected - is that I keep a distance from people. It deepened my natural tendencies, I think.
I dont get close to anyone anymore. I dont open myself up. Im more comfortable by myself. In fact, I maintain my distance.
At first, it was a reaction to realizing that when I took that step, I had to depend on no one but myself. Then it was reinforced by how people treated me, most of my real life as well as my online 'friends', when they classified me on a lower social standing.
"Dirty talon."
And it got reinforced some more.
Ironically, during that time, my social and sexual life was never more active. Probably because I was out and about.
But now, I treasure my little space.
No, im not a hermit, nor am I a recluse.
But i do prefer to be alone with myself.
Friday, April 07, 2006
Moms in the morning
Moms in the morning
I put the camera down too soon, as she then started nuzzling and cooing to her daughter. Ah well.
I looked around at the other moms, with their kids, riding with them, getting them to school. Invariably, the kids were dressed, clean and neat and the moms looked hella frazzled.
Respect.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
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