Monday, July 10, 2006

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I miss somebody right now.  (I miss a lot of people.) I don't watch much TV these days.  (Technically, i dont WATCH a lot of TV, but its usually on 24/7 as background noise. I dont have cableanymore, otherwise I would be watchiing the History Channel alla the time.) I own lots of books.  (I used to own more, but when I realized that books weigh a lot, i got rid of them all. Now, I try to keeep the books I keep to a minimum.. but i now have a ton of photography magazines for reference.) I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games.  (Eh, not really - but when im bored, I pull up Total Annihilation, SimCity or Quake II.) × I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.  (Duh.
Still, for me - they get old quickly. I need the real thing.)
× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.  (in New York, carrying around a knife blade longer than 3 inches is illegal and so are switch blades, but screwdrivers are not. And as a tech, I could explain away hhaving a phillips head craftsman in my pocket, specially as i could demonstrate it was magnetized.
They took my screwdriver out of my luggage on my last trip to NY, so I now carry my monopod.)
I have broken someone's bones.  (Someone ran into me running for a volleyball.) × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. × I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at times.  (A trusting soul Im not.) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (Just liposuction, really.) I need/want money right now.  (ehh..)
× I love sushi(I can appreciate it, bit I dont go nuts over it.. and bad sushi is horrible.) × I talk really, really fast. × I have fresh breath in the morning.  (HAHAHAHA. No.)
× I have long hair. × I have lost money in Las Vegas.  (I need to go.) I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.  (Jamaica.) × I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. × I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look.  (If i could have my 20 year old, 179 lb body back..) × I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.  (Lying is usually a waste of time. And I personally feel that lying means you think the person you are lying to is stupid, and you dont respect them. The truth always comes out. Always.) × I am usually pessimistic(Nah, not anymore. But i do prepare for the worst, hope for the best. Specially with people. Im rarely disappointed.)
I have a lot of mood swings. I think prostitution should be legalized. × I slept with a roommate(Dont do roommates anymore.)
× I have a hidden talent. × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends.  (Im amazed at the amount of people i know.)
× I have pecked someone of the same sex. × I enjoy talking on the phone.   (Nope. Can do without it. I only have one for the internet access.) × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.  (I live in black jeans.)
× I love to shop and/or window shop. × I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal. × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother(Love my Ma.)
× I have a mobile phone(Nope. Was a relief when I lost the last one. I only use prepaid ones and primarily for when I travel.) × I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before.
× I currently like/love someone. × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.  (I do.) I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. × I've called the cops on a friend before.  (I dont have friends like that.) × I'm not allergic to anything.  (Allergic to roach spray.)
I have a lot to learn.  (The older I get the more I dont know. Thats the fun of life.) I am shy around the opposite sex.  (well, I am shy around people I'd like to sleep with.) I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (Alcohol, no drugs.) × I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.  (That's dishonorable.)
× I own the "South Park" movie. × I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. I enjoy some country music.  (Sure.)
I would die for my best friends.  (There are a few.) I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (Cant get enthusiastic about Halloween.) × I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys. Democrat.  (Really, Im more libertarian in attitude, because im cynical about the political proceess.) × Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. × I am punk rockish. × I go for older guys/girls, not younger.  (I date too many young women. far too many.)
× I study for tests most of the time. × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s). I am comfortable with who I am right now. × I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. × I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles.  (Who doesnt?)
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. × I am proficient on a musical instrument.
I hate office jobs. × I went to college out of state. × I am adopted.
× I am a pyro. × I have thrown up from crying too much. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people. × I adore bright colours. × I usually like covers better than originals.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.  (I prefer hole in the walls.) × I can pick up things with my toes. × I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse. × I still have every journal I've ever written in. × I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. × I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie.  (Now, Im on decaf as my tolerance for caffiene is very very low. I used to do 10 cups a day, including 3 or 4 Starbux triple shots a day.
Yup, i was a serious fend.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.  (Ehh, not even.) × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.  (Dont own more than you can carry is my motto.)
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. I'm an artist.  (Even i dont believe it, but hey.) I am ambidextrous.  (Although I write left handed, I do everything else with my right, including writing if i have to.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed. × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. × I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes. I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
I have lived in either three different states or countries. × I am extremely flexible. I love hugs more than kisses.
I want to own my own business. × I smoke. I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
Nobody has ever said I'm normal. × Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. × I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before. × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
× I can't stand being alone(Nah, I likke being alone. I dont like being lonely, thats al.) I have at least one obsession at any given time. × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.  (Hahaha. No.)
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. I'm a judgmental asshole. × I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
× I have travelled on more than one continent. × I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. × I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
I am a Libertarian.  (Not officially tho.

I blame PJ O'Rourke. :))
× I can speak more than one language. I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
I would rather read than watch TV. I like reading fact more than fiction. I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings. I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. × There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. × I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. × I have hit someone with a dead fish.
I am compulsively honest. × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
× I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. × I dislike milk. × I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me. × Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing. I don't like to chew gum.
I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. × I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. × I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. I have a custom-built computer.  (I used to build al my computers until I switched to the laptop life, ,but even now my computer is assembled from parts. Only the battery, keyboard and memory is originally what I started with.) I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. I've gone skinny-dipping. × I've performed in three plays.
I enjoy burritos. × I'm Irish and loving it. I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin! Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes.  (Nah, no regrets - good or bad.) × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
I need more time to myself. × I wish I was more open-minded. × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.  (Hah. Been there sincee 10 years old.)
I download songs from the internet. × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. × I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. × I love playing Truth or Dare. × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
× Music helps me remember that I am not alone. Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. × I can only hate someone that I love. I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.  (Even if its only decaf now. :))


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