Had an epiphany of sorts today

I get motivated when Im pissed.

Then the confusion is gone from my mind, distractions dont faze me ... and things get done with a quickness.

Huh.

Im normally pretty laid back as it is, but nowadays Im finding myself viewing things with an equanimity that might suggest Im more matchure.. but seems to be hindering progress.

California is not helping.

Or it could be the depression Ive had from birth.

Hrm.

Lets see if I can conjure up a few appropriate Jedi mind trix...