Friday, March 11, 2005

Wakey, wakey

I jumped
into bed and went unconscious after doing my graveyard shift.

After a few hours into my sleep the phone rang. Eventually, I assured some lady with a heavy cantonese accent that this number, however correct - was not a flower shop.

As I hung up, getting ready to drift back to unconsciousness, a heavy motor blasted to life underneath my window.

Oof.

I tried to fight through the decibels, dogpaddling to slumberland, and then the fone rung again. *sigh* Another wrong number. I hung up but realized that the heavy unmuffled motor of the San Francisco Department of Public Works cleaning truck was not about to shut off any time soon.
There was not gonna be any sleep to be had.

HOkay. The gods wanted me awake right then.

I dont question the signs anymore, I just go along with them.

The crew soon finished and I diddled around on the computer, checking mail, updating forums, wondering why she hadnt written me yet.

Because she called me as soon as I finished the thought.

Thats why I needed to be up.

JPennant: hows trix?
gabz: trix are for kids
gabz: ;-)
JPennant: heheh
JPennant: Talked to the ex just now. Felt good.
gabz: awww.. :-)
JPennant: funny how you can care for someone who is, frankly, difficult - but find their weirdness endearing
gabz: yeup, i agree. it's funny..and frustrating
JPennant: yup. frustrating
JPennant: but nice when it flows
JPennant: but Ive realized its a two way street.
JPennant: its nice when someone accepts *your* quirks :-)
gabz: true true
JPennant: well, Im gonna do the "work on being friends/play it by ear" deal. Again.
JPennant: wish me luck :-)
gabz: GOOD LUCK!
JPennant: :-)
JPennant: heh.. naturally my horrorscope today goes:

What would happen if you just let go of plaguing commitment issues? Maybe you're just fine with the level of commitment you have! Love is more fun if you play it by ear now anyway.

gabz: :-)
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And when I went back to sleep with her on my mind... I dreamt of someone else.

Go figure.

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