On rotation:

More more more - Andrea True
Sweet Love - Anita Baker
I Turn my Camera On - Spoon
Ive Seen Better Days - Everclear
AM Radio - Everclear
First Love - Gaopele
I Get So Lonely - Janet Jackson
Simply Beautiful - Queen Latifah
Bounce - Subliminal
Lights Camera Action - Mr Cheeks

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They say talking to yourself is a sign of being crazy. I dunno. Ive got feeling it is necessary, particularly as one gets older.

For, unlike when youre younger - you have to remind yourself to do the things you know you need to do. You often need that good talking to. You have to TELL yourself...

... that everything is ok.

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"I'm blessed."

To a man, to a woman - that's what they all said. "I'm blessed."

People who have been through horrific things you only knew about by what they didnt say or talk about.

People i know things got bad again.

People who say 'I'm blessed' to "How are you doing?" because theyre alive. Blessed.


For when i start to grumble about aching knees, ailment, some crappy day, or people wasting my time or some deprivation, I start talking to myself... and remind myself...


That things arent bad at all. In fact..