Stop worrying about trying to fix something that's just not fixable. But be assured that everything will work out for the best in the long run. If you've been going through an inner transformation, this is all just part of the process.
Whoo. I know. Tomorrow's another day.
On a side note:
Ive realized without home access, surfing the Internet is incredibly boring, Im finding. Apart from mail and pics - its a thorough time waster. Really.
I think 2 hours a day is enough. With a day off or two.
Interestingly, Ive found my computers are rarely used doorstops without access. Good for games and picture editing mostly.
I wonder what todays world would be like if the Internet shut down for a week?