Yo

McClint: yo
JPennant: yo yo
McClint: how goes it?
JPennant: mmmmm.. hard to articulate
McClint: so why is it hard for you to articulate today's mood/condition?
JPennant: the show, woman, and looming decisions about money
JPennant: life decisions rather
JPennant: the taurus woman doesnt scare easy, I give you that
McClint: are you TRYING to scare her?
JPennant: yup
JPennant: Us Virgos call it 'testing'
McClint: oh gawd
JPennant: see if they are for real
McClint: we capricorns call it "mind games"
McClint: :-)
JPennant: oh puhlease, you guys do the exact same thing, just different
JPennant: we are just more neurotic about it.
McClint: hahaha
JPennant: do "trust issues" ring a bell? ;-)
JPennant: you guys play for keeps.
McClint: who do you think invented the old "I like you. do you like me []yes []no" notes? a capricorn, I bet. And who do you think added on the []maybe box? probably a virgo
McClint: hahahaha
JPennant: remember, it takes us a LONG time to recover from escapades, which is why we put people through that crapp
McClint: hahaha
JPennant: granted, that is if we are serious

JPennant: so, Im adjusting
JPennant: learning how to adjust
JPennant: and kinda hoping that if she goes away, she goes away sooner than later before any damage is done
JPennant: know what I mean?
McClint: well everyone has baggage. it's just a matter of determining if her Samsonite is compatible with your American Tourister
JPennant: fer starters
JPennant: Yep.

And then something occurred to me just now.

I really should stop this nonsense and do things by that old doctors saying.

"Do no harm."

Yeah, thats always a good maxim to live by.